January 2010
Happy New Years
Here’s to the year that passed, to the memories, to the people I’ve lost, the people I’ve gained, the ones I’ve kept, and of course Robert.
Here’s to the new year full of hopefully a better economy, a President that’s not full of bullshit promises, more memories and experiences, growing up (eh maybe), learning to be stronger, more smiles & laughs, no drugs...
December 2009
Today, I went to Liezl’s house. We played Rockband and sang a bunch of songs- we are officially the Taylor Swift band.
We decided to go to downtown, and we came at the worst time. We let Ana stay in the trunk because she volunteered too (at least there was a pillow there) AND there was a fire at the Convention Center. Melanie had to pull over cause five fire trucks came at the same time....
The kind of people I need
Are the people who can just pick up where we left of.
My cousins finally came over this Christmas, and it was the best. They slept over the night they came over. We basically annoyed the hell out of RJ till we slept at 2 am. The next day we went shopping at Fashion Plaza. “it’s okay, she has a Macys card!” hahah! Me and Rachael shopped together ad part of the time we had to...
I think that in the 17 years that I’ve spent sneaking out and lying and manipulating, Ive become quite professional. Number one rule? Things never go as you plan; There must always be a backup.
So today I did not get to see the person I wanted to see most today and blahblahblah!
Moving on, cousins came over after months. Having a good holiday time now :)
Kinda disappointed in .....
I have the biggest ache in my heart. I can’t even call my therapist.
Maybe it’s time I start taking care of myself.
“We don’t come to any real conclusions. We don’t have any epiphanies...”
– The Year Nick McGowan Came to Stay
Oh the irony
I just don’t wanna be treated like that. You know how it feels, you lived through it.
I hate how when someone gets hurt, they become so guarded that they’re heartless. To the point they’ve become the person who hurt them in the first place.
I’m sorry okay.
I wasn’t the one to make you smile no matter how hard I tried, they were.
No matter how many days we have together, one day with them is like woo epic day.
Je m'ennuie de toi
So much.
Lazytown
Haha! I loved that show, man :) Stephanie was my favorite she was so pretty and pink- I wanted to be her 8D
The Big Fat Day of Nothing
It’s really kinda sad what a loser I have become. To the point where really, “me time” is me desperately attempting to pass the time till you can come home and text me. I don’t even want me time! I want people and preferrably you with me. I know I revolved my whole universe around you- and I guess that’s why sometimes I expect the same from you- and I really...
Miscommunication
Ugh. Damn. If people would just seriously communicate what they’re doing, then maybe people won’t have to sit there and worry about shit -_____-
“I’m going to get fat from all this hate inside me”
:’(
save me from watching all of Polar Express -_- →
(via jaenamaee)
OMG i am inspired to write a review
“Stop turning my words against me ! You see, this is why guys never share...”
It just seems like you don’t wanna talk to me. I know I ramble on and on about random things and sometimes there’s silences because I refuse to talk because I want you to say something..
I know you don’t mean to offend, that’s just how you are and I understand.
That’s what we need to do: just understand each other. Then no miscommunication happens and no more...
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Early new years resolution
-learn to swim (this has been on here for years)….at least float…
-find something I’m good at and passionate about
-diejfjejjeijejebfjiriwkne :x
-be nice, no more shit damn
-stop acting like a child…
-stop butting into peoples business, no matter if you’re trying to protect them.
-get a therapist about issues
-live?
-stop waiting by the phone…